Amanda (amanda8o4) wrote in anticutting,
Amanda
amanda8o4
anticutting

Hey

Hey everyone, I'm new to the community.

I definately despise people who show off that they cut theirselves.

I love people with high self esteem. I mean, I didn't always have the esteem that I have today, but I thank all of my friends to give me such confidence. I have this friend that's in my gym class who doesn't have so much self esteem. She's very pretty in my opinion, but, what can I do about it, ya know? Anyway, she came into the locker room one day and showed me her arm with a bunch of scratches on it. I pretended to sympathise for her, but I really felt aggravated that she'd have the nerve to just show me like that.

Another friend of mine always tells me when, how, and why she cuts herself. They're really stupid reasons because it's always about the same guy. Everytime.

I don't like to talk about it, but yeah, I used to do it too. I'd always where long sleeves and cuffs though. I have Depression, but now I'm on medicine. Before, I'd get so angry with myself and just start going crazy. I'm really disappointed in myself that I used to cut, and now I know that I had absolutely no reason to. It's pointless and disgusting.
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La la la la la la la......
Same sotries every time.
Welcome but this community is boring and I highly doubt anyone here with Sympathize with you for the last part of your post. I'm sure you don't want Sympathy though...Right? That's why you came here, Right? to find somewhere you might belong where you can share your stories and say you want no pitty and as soon as someone says, ' I know how you feel'. You make a new friend. Whatever The community is pretty much dead anyways.

Tell your friend straight up and out if you are going to cut yourself don't show me. I don't care, so either keep it to yourself or kill yourself. But make sure you have a damned good reason or I will be one less person at your funeral.
Pardon me I spelled *pity* wrong.

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I'm absolutely sure I did deary. But you see I was watching Television and typing and the only error I caught in that moment was the one I corrected and I did not feel like correcting the other errors. So now if you don't mind correct someone that actually cares that you care so much about correcting them every time thay comment on someones post.
haha blunt and to the point... i like u :)
Nah I just wanted to say why I joined the community.

yeah i never thought of it that way, thanks

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lol thanks
i dont think its pointless. cause i dunno. then no one would do it and this community wouldnt exist? oui?
c'est bonne.
well yeah, thats true
t I thank all of my friends to give me such confidence.

Do you have to depend on your friends then for your high self esteem? That's barely true confidence.
not really, they just helped me a lot

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thats true, i really shouldnt give her that attention

thanks